bored bored bored.

gonna start working on Wednesday.

:s

Just a normal post

Though my heart is longing for you, I am happy that you could still possibly move on.

It doesn't matter how much it hurt me, I would just sacrifice anything for your happiness. 

Whenever you are insulting me, do you ever look at yourself and think that you were once like that too?

Whenever I accomplished something good for once in my life, do you ever feel proud of me?

Whenever I am in need of attention and love, where were you?

Whenever I am doing a good deed, do you ever notice it?

Whenever I am down and stressed out,were you there to pull me back up from those moments?

I'm only human. I make mistakes. Lots of them. All I wanted to do is to study my 

ass off for the sake of my future. And when I am doing this,I may not respond 

phone calls or messages that often. Doesn't mean I am ignoring you. If doing 

something right is wrong,then I don't know what is right anymore. . 

2 more days to go

i'll be back in Kuching on Sunday!  

:)

Gonna miss Caux especially class 1D and 1H.

Aku bukan pilihan hatimu

I don't wanna close my eyes,

I don't wanna miss a thing,

Cause I miss you baby.

Sick for four days and on going?

Flu + cough + headache = SWINE FLU!!!!

O.O

Choi. . . 

:(

Why am I so vulnerable??

Why am I always the one who has to have this feeling??

Why am I so stupid??

Why am I so useless??

Why am I so . . . 

:(

I feel that I am not myself these few days.

I'm sorry If I offended anyone.

I am stressed out.

It is the exam week.

Will be home next Sunday.

Can't wait to see moi familia.

:)

:(       I feel so lost and left behind

Why are humans even created?

Are we sent to Earth just to enjoy life?

Expressing joy through drinking, smoking, partying all night long?

Life's difficult.

We play hard,we work hard.

I am tired.

I am stressed out.

I just wanna sleep and think about nothing at all.

Why can't anyone understand?

:(

14th of May

Another tiring day.

Had service today.

WHAT A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!

Screw almost everything up.

However,I received 5 francs tip for my bad service.

hahahaha!  How cool is that?  

:D

Thank you my fellow school mates for tolerating with my retardedness during service.  

Home sweet home

Will be back in 3 and a half weeks time!

:D

Kolo mee here I come!

;)

Happy Mothers Day

I just wanna wish you happy mothers day,ma!

I love you and I miss you.

Don't worry about me. 

I am fine and working hard in class and for exams.

See you soon,ma.

In less than a month time!!

:D

Busy last few weeks in school

Week 15 - Food and Beverage Management Project and Food                           and Beverage Cost Control project due!

Week 16 - Food and Beverage Management presentation, IT 

           Project  and Hospitality Studies report due!

Week 17 - WINE AND BAR & ACCOUNTING PRINCIPLES   EXAM, and FRENCH SERVICE PRACTICAL!

Week 18 - EXAMS FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!

Week 19 - Going home!!!!  

Quote of the month:

 >> Susah-susah dahulu,senang senang kemudian<<

:D

40 days left!    woohoo!

I'm tired.

I'm stressed out.

I am sick of everything.

I just wanna go home.

:(

Get a life

There's this guy in my school.

He is the school sports coordinator or whatever you wanna call it!

Since I got into SHMS,his been teasing me about me being with a boy in my school.

And so,he kept spreading rumours about me and 'him'. [ WHICH IS NOT EVEN TRUE]

At first it was okay,and I am starting to find it so annoying.

AND FUCK HE TICKED ME OFF JUST NOW.

DUDE, DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOUR LIFE SUCKS YOU HAVE TO GO AND INTERFERE WITH MINE!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME,COME AND TELL IT TO MY FACE.

I WILL HAVE NO PROBLEM ON KICKING YOUR FUCKING SORRY BIG ASS ALL THE WAY TO TUNISIA YOU FUCKING BASTARD!

if you're not the one?

what hurts the most??

:(