bored bored bored.

gonna start working on Wednesday.

:s

Just a normal post

Though my heart is longing for you, I am happy that you could still possibly move on.

It doesn't matter how much it hurt me, I would just sacrifice anything for your happiness. 

Whenever you are insulting me, do you ever look at yourself and think that you were once like that too?

Whenever I accomplished something good for once in my life, do you ever feel proud of me?

Whenever I am in need of attention and love, where were you?

Whenever I am doing a good deed, do you ever notice it?

Whenever I am down and stressed out,were you there to pull me back up from those moments?

I'm only human. I make mistakes. Lots of them. All I wanted to do is to study my 

ass off for the sake of my future. And when I am doing this,I may not respond 

phone calls or messages that often. Doesn't mean I am ignoring you. If doing 

something right is wrong,then I don't know what is right anymore. . 

2 more days to go

i'll be back in Kuching on Sunday!  

:)

Gonna miss Caux especially class 1D and 1H.

Aku bukan pilihan hatimu

I don't wanna close my eyes,

I don't wanna miss a thing,

Cause I miss you baby.

Sick for four days and on going?

Flu + cough + headache = SWINE FLU!!!!

O.O

Choi. . . 

:(

Why am I so vulnerable??

Why am I always the one who has to have this feeling??

Why am I so stupid??

Why am I so useless??

Why am I so . . . 

:(

I feel that I am not myself these few days.

I'm sorry If I offended anyone.

I am stressed out.

It is the exam week.

Will be home next Sunday.

Can't wait to see moi familia.

:)

:(       I feel so lost and left behind

Why are humans even created?

Are we sent to Earth just to enjoy life?

Expressing joy through drinking, smoking, partying all night long?

Life's difficult.

We play hard,we work hard.

I am tired.

I am stressed out.

I just wanna sleep and think about nothing at all.

Why can't anyone understand?

:(

14th of May

Another tiring day.

Had service today.

WHAT A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!

Screw almost everything up.

However,I received 5 francs tip for my bad service.

hahahaha!  How cool is that?  

:D

Thank you my fellow school mates for tolerating with my retardedness during service.  

Home sweet home

Will be back in 3 and a half weeks time!

:D

Kolo mee here I come!

;)

Happy Mothers Day

I just wanna wish you happy mothers day,ma!

I love you and I miss you.

Don't worry about me. 

I am fine and working hard in class and for exams.

See you soon,ma.

In less than a month time!!

:D

Busy last few weeks in school

Week 15 - Food and Beverage Management Project and Food                           and Beverage Cost Control project due!

Week 16 - Food and Beverage Management presentation, IT 

           Project  and Hospitality Studies report due!

Week 17 - WINE AND BAR & ACCOUNTING PRINCIPLES   EXAM, and FRENCH SERVICE PRACTICAL!

Week 18 - EXAMS FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!

Week 19 - Going home!!!!  

Quote of the month:

 >> Susah-susah dahulu,senang senang kemudian<<

:D

40 days left!    woohoo!

I'm tired.

I'm stressed out.

I am sick of everything.

I just wanna go home.

:(

Get a life

There's this guy in my school.

He is the school sports coordinator or whatever you wanna call it!

Since I got into SHMS,his been teasing me about me being with a boy in my school.

And so,he kept spreading rumours about me and 'him'. [ WHICH IS NOT EVEN TRUE]

At first it was okay,and I am starting to find it so annoying.

AND FUCK HE TICKED ME OFF JUST NOW.

DUDE, DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOUR LIFE SUCKS YOU HAVE TO GO AND INTERFERE WITH MINE!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME,COME AND TELL IT TO MY FACE.

I WILL HAVE NO PROBLEM ON KICKING YOUR FUCKING SORRY BIG ASS ALL THE WAY TO TUNISIA YOU FUCKING BASTARD!

if you're not the one?

what hurts the most??

:(

I don't wanna run away,

But I can't take it,

I don't understand.

If I'm not meant for you,

then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay?

With your love??

Malaysian politics is fucking stupid!

Who's with me?

Back to school!!!!!   ;(

What is wrong with me?? ==

I was 20 minutes late for Kitchen duty today.

Fuck!

==

Tired to the max!

I was 30 minutes late for Accounting class today!

==

This is my first time being late for my classes this year!  

FCUK!

Study harder,Ann!   You know you can do it!   

School is fun!!!! yeah. . . . ==

Gonna have a presentation for wine and bar lesson next week.

Gonna have a presentation for Personal Development class . . . . ALSO NEXT WEEK!

2 projects due in 4 weeks time!!!!   

FINAL EXAMS IN 5 WEEKS TIME!!!!

AND WHO THE FUCK SAYS THAT COLLEGE LIFE IS VERY RELAXED??

FUCK THAT SHIT!

NOTHING IS RELAXING AT ALL!!!!!

School

Back to school again.

What a short Easter break.

:(

I DON`T WANNA GET BACK MY RESULTS.

Aaron Teo

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done. 

All this was in the past,and I've forgotten about it after Form 5 has ended.

I really regret not appreciating you that much.

I took for granted over our friendship.

I just wanna say.

Rest in peace man.

May god be with you.

Take care alright?

I am so fed up of everything!   

:(

STUPID SHORT FAT BITCH!  

Yussuf, this post goes out to you.

Well, a few days ago I had a conversation with one of the teachers from Lodge. She had told me a lot of stories about you.

Your attitude in class and your attitude in your studies.

I was your age not so long time ago.

Perhaps,you can say that I am almost like you.

Lazy and not putting any effort in my studies.

But bro, I learned it the hard way.

See what kind of results that I get for PMR and SPM at the end of the day?

Is that enough prove that you should do something about your attitude towards everything?

Don't be like me. Don't waste your precious times in high school by just enjoying all the time. There are times when you can play and to study.

Please. Balance out your time for everything. 

It is for your own future.

Not daddy's,mummy's,bok,mine or mallek's.

We can guide you. But without your own effort,no one else can help you.

YOU CAN ONLY RELY ON YOURSELF.

I am trying to change for the better. So I don't see why you can't.

DON'T LET MAMA AND ABAH DOWN LIKE THE WAY I DID!

IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO CHANGE FOR YOU.

This is just an advice for you, Lil Bro.

If I get blamed for being a busybody,so let it be.

IT IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHY I DID ALL OF THIS FOR YOU.

Bored

Gonna go and have my brunch at 12 at the French Restaurant.

Je faim.  

:(

Accounting

I have a feeling that I'll A's my accounting paper.

NOT.

Anyways, mid-term exams are over.

Saya merasa lega.

;)

April fools day

Hello people.

Happy April fools day.

Well,it is the third day of exam for me.

Tomorrow's gonna be the last. 

ACCOUNTING!   ==

My exams are like comsi-comsa,SO FAR.

Please let accounting be easy tomorrow.

Mr.Barnard,  Sebastian has my study guide. haha.  He had 

forgotten to give it back to me after the tutoring class with Leb!

Pity me Sir.  lol.  I'll do my very best for the FINALS. 

PROMISE!  

 

;)

Clueless

Days seems to be so cold and lonely these few days,

Am I sick? Am I lonely? Am I stressed out?

I myself do not know what the real answer is.

Sometimes,I just go clueless.

What triggers this feelings?

Why am I like this?

Go figure Sha. Go figure. 

Exams

Had my first paper just now.

Food and Beverage Management.

I think it was just comsi-comsa.

Next paper will be at 4.30!

FRENCH.

O.O

Good luck to me man!  

:s

Bored

Yahmal!

This blog is so dead.

==

Screw Maths!

I FUCKING HATE MATHS!

WHO THE FUCK EVEN INVENTED THIS SUBJECT!

HAIH,STUPID PEOPLE!

Happy Birthday San San

Happy 18th Birthday San San.

You take care alright?

Do have some fun on your birthday.

You will only get to turn 18 once.

Cherish the moments!

GOD BLESS!

XOXO

SPM

Congratulations to all SPM candidates.

Whether you A's it all or not,It doesn't matter.

We're all winners!  

:)

My mind is so messed up.

I`m sorry If I am acting strange or what not.

Give me some time.

Please and thank you.

My mind goes KHAPUUT!

Exams is in 2 weeks.

And I am thinking,what should I do to get really good grades. . 

How pathetic!!!!

What happiness is there left?

Been busy lately. Sorry for no updates ya`ll. 

Moment of silence

Condolences goes out to Mr Dead Guy's family.

Lesson to be learned:

DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE!

;(

Do hear my prayers.

I need you.

==

Chibai!  

:s

It is only the second week of school and I am already flooded with assignments.

I really do miss high school life.

:(

yeah okay

Hey guys.
Will be back in Kuching in June.
Till then,See you soon.
:)

:D

It is snowing!!!!!
:)

I`m gonna make some snow angels for you neck.

haha.

It is snowing!!!!!! :D

Hey guys.
It has been a while since I last updated my blog.
Had been busy getting ready for school.
Well, the weather over here is so cold.
It has been snowing since morning.
I am at my school now.
Met lots of people from all over the world.
Basically, from Vietnam,Russia,Nigeria,Indonesia,USA and etc.
The food here SUCKS!
I miss Malysian food.
I wanna eat kolo mee!
I wanna eat spicy food!
I wanna be at home!
I wanna meet Alyssa,Andrea,Charley,Charlene,Sherl,Jocelyn and Cherrie!

By the way,my classes starts tomorrow.
I am sorry If I cannot reply your emails as soon as possible.
Will be busy with school.
Do keep in touch everyone.

For now,

OVUA PEOPLE!


:D

Kesedihan

I wanna celebrate CNY. .
I want to hear fireworks exploding.
I wanna go visiting with friends.
I wanna gamble.
I wanna drink and eat bbq pork.
I wanna be at home. . .
=(

Hello People

Hi everyone.
I am in Switzerland right now.
Will start updating my blog next week.
Currently using the hotels computer to log in my blog once in a while.
So yeah. . .
For now,I would like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year.
Do enjoy yourseles alright?
Take care and God bless.
=)

What a night. . =)

I just wanna say thanks guys for making a farewell party for me.
Thank you Alyssa,Andrea,Charley,Charlene,Jocelyn,Sheryl,Aelred,
Adrenne,Cheryl,Eileen,Cherrie and Jeremy.

You guys rock!
See ya'll at the airport.
Thank you once again.

Tagged by Nathania Goh. . . :D

RANDOM FACTS
001. Real name: Sharifah Nur Annissa Binti Wan Mohamad
002. Nicknames: Sha, Sha Ann, Patchy, Ann.
003. Married: Yes,I am.
004. Zodiac sign: Cancer
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 18 this year.
007. High school: Lodge
008. College: Swiss Hotel Management School
009. Residence: Kuching.
010. Hair color: Black.
011. Long or short hair: Long hair.
012. Smoke: yeah.
013. Drink: yeah.
014. Available: No. =)
015. Are you a health freak: Do I look like one?
016. Weight : It'c confidential. .
017. Do you have a crush?: yeah. =)
018. Do you like yourself: hmmm,sometimes.
019. Piercings: 2.
020. Tattoos: No.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST:
022. First surgery: Never even had one.
023. First piercing: Ears.
024. First best friend/s: Alyssa Mona Mulok!
025. First award: I don't remember.
026. First memory: Huh?
027. First pet: Never had one.
028. First vacation: I don't remember.
029. First concert: I don't remember.
030. First crush: Someone. :D But that was the past.

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: A while ago.
032. Last time you had a good time: Just now. :D
033. Last time you cried: Just now. .
034. Last award: I don't remember.
035. Last trip abroad: Singapore.
036. Last concert: Don't remember.
037. Last album you bought: Don't remember.
038. Last song you played: Don't remember.
039. Last phone call: San San.
040. Last laugh: With san san.

Pick One:
041. Summer or winter: Winter.
042. Rainy or sunny: Rainy.
043. Britney or Christina: Britney.
044. TV or YouTube: TV.
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah.
046. McD’s or KFC: KFC!
047. Soccer or tennis: Soccer.
048. New York or San Francisco: New York.

CURRENTLY:
049. Doing this tag.
050. Drinking : Nothing.
051. Wearing: Pyjamas.
052. Im about to: bite my nails. =s
053. Listening to: nothing.

FAVORITES :
054. Food: FISH AND CHIPS and PORK!
055. Drinks: Alcoholic drinks.
056. Colors: Black,white,blue and pink.
057. Numbers: 4.

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yeah.
059. Want to get married: already am. :D
060. Life: is life.
061. Goals: I have lots of em'.
062. Where will you live: In a place called home. :D
063. Buy a house: yeah.
064. Buy a car: yeah.
068. Lips or eyes: Both. :D
069. Hugs or kisses: Both. :D
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller.
071. Lean or plump: Lean.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
74. Sensitive or loud: It all depends.
075. Hook-ups or relationships: Relationships.

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: No. I'm afraid of heights. =s
077. Shook hands with someone important: Important as in? :D
078. Kissed a stranger: No.
079. Drank bubbles: No.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Liked someone younger: yeah. :D
083. Older: yeah.
084. Broken someone’s heart: yeah.
085. Been arrested: No.
086. Turned someone down: No.
087. Cried when someone died: yeah.
088. Liked a friend: yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Sometimes.
090. Miracles: Yeah. sometimes.
091. Love at first sight: yeah,only in movies.
092. Heaven: yeah.
093. Santa clause: No.
094.Sex on the first date: That's cool. hahaha!
095. the more you hate, the more you love: Not really.
096. Angels: yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now? yeah. everyday If possible. =s
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? No,I'm loyal k?
099. Do you believe in God? yeah.
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: I thought this is a tag? =s I'm confused.


I tag:

Anyone who wants to do this post. :D It's all good.

Tagged by Nathawieee Liew. . :D

RANDOM FACTS
001. Real name: Sharifah Nur Annissa Binti Wan Mohamad
002. Nicknames: Sha, Sha Ann, Patchy, Ann.
003. Married: Yes,I am.
004. Zodiac sign: Cancer
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 18 this year.
007. High school: Lodge
008. College: Swiss Hotel Management School
009. Residence: Kuching.
010. Hair color: Black.
011. Long or short hair: Long hair.
012. Smoke: yeah.
013. Drink: yeah.
014. Available: No. =)
015. Are you a health freak: Do I look like one?
016. Weight : It'c confidential. .
017. Do you have a crush?: yeah. =)
018. Do you like yourself: hmmm,sometimes.
019. Piercings: 2.
020. Tattoos: No.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRST:
022. First surgery: Never even had one.
023. First piercing: Ears.
024. First best friend/s: Alyssa Mona Mulok!
025. First award: I don't remember.
026. First memory: Huh?
027. First pet: Never had one.
028. First vacation: I don't remember.
029. First concert: I don't remember.
030. First crush: Someone. :D But that was the past.

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: A while ago.
032. Last time you had a good time: Just now. :D
033. Last time you cried: Just now. .
034. Last award: I don't remember.
035. Last trip abroad: Singapore.
036. Last concert: Don't remember.
037. Last album you bought: Don't remember.
038. Last song you played: Don't remember.
039. Last phone call: San San.
040. Last laugh: With san san.

Pick One:
041. Summer or winter: Winter.
042. Rainy or sunny: Rainy.
043. Britney or Christina: Britney.
044. TV or YouTube: TV.
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah.
046. McD’s or KFC: KFC!
047. Soccer or tennis: Soccer.
048. New York or San Francisco: New York.

CURRENTLY:
049. Doing this tag.
050. Drinking : Nothing.
051. Wearing: Pyjamas.
052. Im about to: bite my nails. =s
053. Listening to: nothing.

FAVORITES :
054. Food: FISH AND CHIPS and PORK!
055. Drinks: Alcoholic drinks.
056. Colors: Black,white,blue and pink.
057. Numbers: 4.

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yeah.
059. Want to get married: already am. :D
060. Life: is life.
061. Goals: I have lots of em'.
062. Where will you live: In a place called home. :D
063. Buy a house: yeah.
064. Buy a car: yeah.
068. Lips or eyes: Both. :D
069. Hugs or kisses: Both. :D
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller.
071. Lean or plump: Lean.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
74. Sensitive or loud: It all depends.
075. Hook-ups or relationships: Relationships.

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: No. I'm afraid of heights. =s
077. Shook hands with someone important: Important as in? :D
078. Kissed a stranger: No.
079. Drank bubbles: No.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Liked someone younger: yeah. :D
083. Older: yeah.
084. Broken someone’s heart: yeah.
085. Been arrested: No.
086. Turned someone down: No.
087. Cried when someone died: yeah.
088. Liked a friend: yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Sometimes.
090. Miracles: Yeah. sometimes.
091. Love at first sight: yeah,only in movies.
092. Heaven: yeah.
093. Santa clause: No.
094.Sex on the first date: That's cool. hahaha!
095. the more you hate, the more you love: Not really.
096. Angels: yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now? yeah. everyday If possible. =s
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? No,I'm loyal k?
099. Do you believe in God? yeah.
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: I thought this is a tag? =s I'm confused.

I tag:

Anyone.

=)

I miss you so. . .

I miss Lodge's canteen food.
I miss sitting at the same spot where Alyssa,Andrea,Charlene,Charley,Jocelyn,Sheryl and I always eat during break and lunch time.
I miss escaping class.
I miss Cikgu Willie scolding each and everyone of us who escaped from class.
I miss disturbing Cikgu Lily.
I miss Cikgu Lily disturbing me.
I miss Miss Teo's squeaky voice.
I miss Cikgu Chong scolding me for not doing my homework.
I miss Mr Lim's body odour. O_O hahahaha!
I miss singing and playing the guitar with Jesse and Sarah.
I miss Alyssa bullying me.
I miss looking at Andrea being blurr.
I miss hearing the juniors greeting me at school.
I miss getting into trouble in school.
I miss seeing Wayne shuffling in class especially on the class sink.
I miss seeing Alyssa,Cheryl and Fion dancing together in class.
I miss seeing Mr Ling flirting with Charlene. 0.0
I miss Sarah and Clarice hugging me.
I miss disturbing Joash.
I miss calling Edwina Lim a princess.
I miss disturbing Soak Kian.
I miss messing up Kelly's hair.
I miss assembly. BUT I SERIOUSLY DON'T MISS GERALD LEE!

I miss singing the school song.
I miss being spot-checked at school.
I miss. . . .

There are a lot of things that I could not list out.
There's just too much to be remembered.
I MISS YOU FORM 5A( 2008 ) AS WELL AS THE TEACHERS WHO HAD TAUGHT US TOO.

sad thoughts.

. . .

Continuation

ok ok ok.

the pics explains it all.

give it up for Alyssa muloks ya'll!

sangat very the vain lar. this girl is so small. but garang. =_= she loves to bully me. =( we're friends since kindergarten.

Friends for life!

hahaha.

We've been through ups and downs together but that is what that makes us stronger today. I don't think I will ever find a friend who is caring as you! SERIOUSLY. you've got my back always and I will NEVER forget that. I thank you for everything that you've done for me. And I am sorry If I ever let you down. . Always remember.

true friends stay. and you did. you stayed with me till the very end. and I am really grateful to have you as my niece and also good good friend! I LOVE YOU MULOKS! hahahaha. =)

The person wearing the 5A class shirt is Sheryl Teo aka Neck!

Her voice is very high pitch one.

sometimes lar. damn cute ok?

I've know her for years already actually but we only got close back in Form 4. She has a cute little brother called shaun.

I wonder If he will have the same type of neck as sheryl when he grows up? hmmmmmm.

=)

Conclusion: Sheryl is neck and neck is cute! ;)

THE 7 OF US!

=)

Hey guys,I just wanna say that I love you all so much and I thank you for being there for me whenever I am in need. FRIENDS FOREVER K? Don't ever forget me,cause I know I won't ever forget ya'll.

Introducing: S CLUB 7. . . ;)

Well,this pretty girl right here is Andrea Ng. I'm sure some of you know her.

She used to be from Green Road but then she transfered to Lodge during Form 4. Didn't know she was somehow related to me. Only knew that in 2008. =_=

Oh yeah,this girl hates cats.For some reason,I don't know why.

Conclusion: Andrea is cute! =)

This is Charlene Bong aka Indian.

I gave her that nickname.

As you can see,her skin is kinda dark.

For your information,she's a chinese.lol.

Alright,I've known her since Form 4.

We both can basically talk about almost everything.

Whether it's about sex or studies.

Anything can lar.

She's fun to hang out with. A good friend/sister and a ve2ry very good listener. I LOVE YOU.Thanks for being there for me whenever I am in need for some help! I really appreciate it. =)

Conclusion: Charlene is cool! Just like me. hahahaha! =P

<<<>

Alright,I've known her for years actually.

Only got really close during Form 4 and Form 5.

Same class ma. haha.

She's just like Charlene.

We can talk about almost everything.

She looks innocent don't she?

But the truth is,she's not. lol.

she is a horny little friend of mine. She's tall too. Loves ang mos. you love me also right? hahahaha! =P

Conclusion:Charley is great. Hurt her and I'll kick your fucking dick/pussy!

Woah Woah Woah.

The little lady in pinK! hahahaha.

she's jocelyn.

Good in her studies.

I've got to know her really well in Form 4 and Form 5.

a very nice person to hang out with.

BE AWARE: HER JOKES ARE FUCKING

LAME! SO IF YOU DO HERE HER JOKING AROUND,JUST

LOOK AT HER AND SAY. . . "YEAH OKAY". hahahaha!

Conclusion: Jocelyn is lame! hahahaha! But I still love you,TADPOLE! ;)

It's complicated?

Who do I really trust now?

I'm a little down?

Well,like every other human.
I do get stressed out.
Some people release their stress by drinking,smoking,fishing, yeah okay.
Being me,I smoke and drink.
Is there any other way to relief stress??
Like a more health friendly things.

If you do have the solution,just holla at me alright?
Jangan malu malu mahu voice out your opinion k?

=)
.
.
.
.

=(

Frustrated

Why is it so bloody hard to write a college resume?????????
I'm only 17.
and I've never written a resume before.
=(

Anyone who knows how to write one.
Help me out ok?

Thanks. .

A very special day

I just wanna say.
Congratulations Gia.
You're married!
=)

May your marriage bring you more happiness and joy alright?

I love you little sis and I will always have your back.

XD

BBQing

Had bbq at Gia's house today.
It was so fun.
She brought her friends from St 3 over and also Charlene,Zoe, and me.
We had chicken wings,nuggets,mash potato,snacks, and sausages.

Just wanna say.
Thanks Gia for inviting me over to your house.
I had a great time.
=)

Love you Lil Sis.

License Day!

I got tagged by Vanessa Chua.

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

Vanessa Chua

1. She's cool. =)
2. She's 4 years younger than me.
3. She's rich. =)
4. She's cute. =)
5. She's popular. =)
6. She's fashionable? =)
7. She's kind. =)
8. She's chinese. hahahaha. =)
9. She's friendly. =)
10. She has a cool blog. =)